long time no see!!!!!!

hey guys how has it been? i know its been months actually years i think since i ave been on here. well lots of things have happend in my world i have deff grown up i am teying to catch everyone up on things but its hard cause i never ever get on this thing anymore wish i could but you know how it is when there is facebook myspace and alll that junk to do its distracting plus the fact middle school homework piled down with it almost every week!!! LOL :) i love it though and lots of things are going for me like i am very popular in middle school and not the lame preppy chick i am the girl next door haha well i will not promise but i will try to write more offten duces!!!! :)

Me and my grandparents

I always hear how family is a waste but me Im all family that is why I have my blog picture of me and my grandfather. Both of them have been there for me forever they have helped raise me and I feel that I can conqure anything with them around. My grandfather goes by Pappap and he is like a dad to me instead of a grandparent because in my old story about my father that I never met he takes strong first. My mamoo (grandma) is like my other mother she has been the one who taught me lots 0f new things, she lives in the kitchen so I pick up most of the meals and man nothing can beat the taste of anything she makes. I enjoy going on trips with them Im actually on one with them right now! and I am really having lots of fun it always makes me smile when I see them together because they have been married for 50 years!! now that is true love. Mamoo normally takes me every where, buys me things, and is always up-to-date on the world! then there is pappy to me he is the best man in the world and nothing can compare to him every breathe he takes makes me happy cause even though they arent extremly well they are still better than ever. No-one can live without them especially me so I hope they will pick up there laptop and read this because I just want to say thankyou to them because life is life you only get one so make the best of it for as long as you live.

Memories of Patrick Kinkaid

This year has had many ups and downs at my school. Like this year a horrible accident happened a young boy had been cursed with heart disease and he passed. His name was Patrick Tood Kinkaid he was an 11 year old boy who went to worthington school, and was nicknamed red his hair was read, his favorite color was red, he was just a very happy go lucky. And loved to be goofy. Patrick was having his third heart surgery and it was very dangerous, he has went through alot and I find it hard to beleive that any kid would not be scared but Pat was way to strong. Patrick had lots of pride, joy, and so much spirit for someone in his kind of kindition I was shocked but before Patrick passed my school had a fund raiser for Pat that had helped chip in some money for his surgery.It was called teeam Patrick week each day was filled with lots of fun like Monday "hat for Pat"bring in a dollar, Tuesday was bring in a pack of gum and a dollar, Wedsday take in quarters to throw a pie at S (the teacher), Thursday bring football cards and baseball cards, Friday bring a dollar for a courage braclet and wear red for Patrick. And he got really lucky one of the Yankees had sighned a hat and a baseball bat that they acually used in a real baseball game!!! he almost cried. Then just the 5 grade threw a party for him and we raised some money for a brand new DS! he was so happy there was 9 games and he played them all!. It was funny because in his obituary it said before he died that his fingers were soar from playing the games that we gave him, the other class said that he stayed up all night playing every single game I really thought that was cute. Our school raised over 12,000 dollars!!!! WE WERE SO PROUD! the school was dancing in rejoyce when we got the news that we had raised that much money but then the day came surgery arrived faster than ever and announcments were talking about how well Pat was doing but then the worst had happened. My mothers friend called and said that patrick Kinkaid would no longer be coming back to Worthington he had died, and from that moment my heart fell to my stomach and I stared at mother and started to bawl my eyes out. The rest of the week was mostly a blur it was just emotions pouring out of everyone happy and sad ceremonys were held, and in memory of patrick the school planted a tree in his honor and took the pies that he shoved at S face and the were hung on the tree. I have many good memories about him and most of them I will never forget Patrick was the best student a teacher could ever have, Pat was loved by everyone and never be forgotten well atleast not in my heart.

My wild vacation to Napples Florida

Last year I visited a place called napples grand and I had a great adventure going there. I had went with my aunts,and my grandparents. They were very interesting on the way there we had drove in two seperate cars I went in my aunts car, and my grandparents drove theirs. We had listened to music, stopped to eat, read books, watched dvds, and took turns laying in the back seat. You would be surprised in how cozy it was back there because we had slept in the car over night. I slept till we got there and I when we pulled up, I saw the tallest hotel. The best part about checking in was when we snuck my aunts little puppy in a blanket and we got lucky because when we got in there he started to growl, and then when the man looked over and said wow but then he just walked away and let it slide. I thought that we were busted for sure but then when we went up to our room I saw a huge flat screen on the wall, two king size beds, a big balcony, and a hot tub in the bathroom. I had died and went to paradise heaven, I really liked the water slide that landed in the big pool it was made out of rock. The next day we went to breakfast and ate a awsome buffet. We got our bathing suites on and went the beach, there was beautiful white sand, lots of whole shells, and the beach was crowded with lots of beach towels and sun tan lotion. Well we all decide to rent the cyaces, and my aunt got the single one and had to share with my other aunt. So we get half way there and she stops and says.... jade stear the boat Im tired, I took over and when we entered the ocean my aunt scratches her leg and tips into the blue water! I was soaked in water and seaweed I was happy though I was cold. It was dinner time when I done with my vacation I felt great.

My exploration dream

Hi its jade I wanted to tell you guys my dream when I become an adult. Well I like to explore things, be adventureis, and discover new objects. Well since I was in 3rd grade its always been my dream to go to Egypt. I have always been interested in solving a mystery about something that took someone a long time to find out about. Because when I went into a museum I saw many artifacts about queen Cleipatra, mummys, and other cool things. The day I turn 18 I will take as many plane rides or car rides as I can just to discover something new, and show that Im a true explorer and I will go through anything to find a good mystery. Thats another dream that will never change in my mind.

My talent

Hi sorry I have not wrote in a while but I have been so busy lately with school, homework, and travling. It seems like I have no time for my computer, or my talent.I know everyone in the world has a simple uniqe talent. Well so does this girl, it all started on january, 14th-09 when I was lying on my bed bored, with nothing to do so I turned on my ihome, and started listing to the radio well ten minutes later a comercial break came on and I thought man these comercials are so lame. So I just sat there until... BAM a man announced My kids got talent I jumped up and ran to my dresser, I grabbed a piece of paper, and a huge marker and started writing information down I was so happy because I got the e-mail address. I waited till my mom got home from work and I showed her the information and my mother called are very good friend Dina, and said to please fill out the form because my mom is clueless with a computer. But when I was lying there on my bed I thought if I were to do this what would be my talent? so I thought, and thought because I am good at many things like singing, dancing, and acting. It's really always had the dream to be on stage singing and then finals of american idol would come and then they would say and the winner of american idol is.... Jade Burkhart! and confettie would burst out both sides of the stage and I would be singing my ending song A moment like this just like my idol Kelly Clarkson. If I were to win my kids got talent I would cry of pure joy and probably scream, I just can't wait till my day of happiness comes and now it will happen sooner than I ever dreamed of.

My Bff

My bff is my ant leigh! she's the greatest person to talk to through difficult times, I also have my other bff and that's my other ant she's also cool too. I miss them so much ever since I moved I don't get to see them but when I visit we have a good time. I can't wait to see them when I go for chrismas because I spent christmas with them last year and I woke their little puppy up at 6:00 and he was so sleppy that if you moved him he would still sleep I mean how crazy is that well any ways I hope that when I see them again we will have the cool christmas this year just like last year.

school bully

Every school has a bully. I really hate going to school when theirs  trouble to deal with. I also  hate when  other people join bully groups because thats double the trouble. School is like a jungle so you better watch your back unless.... I have been bullied every year. No matter what you do you will always have someone after you. I love to help people that are in situations because I have been in many messes and people helped me so I try to return the favor. It's not always easy to hold back your tears when you feel empty, and imbaressed.I still don't understand why bullies bully.I realized that they have problems at home and they have nothing to do better. Never bully ever.

the love of vacation (maybe)

Last summer I went to napples florida and vacationed with my aunts, and grandparents.Well we were going down to the beach and saw the most beautiful shells.But my aunt saw the sighn for cyacing and shes like lets go rent the cyacs.So we went to see the price and it was cheap so we rented two cyacs and two of us got in one, and my other aunt got into the other one left.sSo my aunt go's into the ocean and stopps and makes me pattle all the way there and half way back.On our way back to the ocean she decides to scratch her leg and tipped us into the swamp!!!! I was so mad because I lost my new expencive hair ties and I havent seen them ever sence.So vacation can be loving MAYBE.

changes that always seem even worse

Life is so rough because you always go through changes.Changes that you may not like at all because change means new school,new house,new brothers and sisters,and new life.I am going through a very rough time my self and I'm not to fond of it either.I am hoping life will get better, much better.If you love were you live then always love it even if you are taken away from it never forget it.

just friends

Friends are the spice, and variety in your life. You can never go with out friends in your life what would life be? I would say nothing because theres more to life just to live.I have many friends in my life and I'm sure you have lots in yours.I have a best friend and she's the best!.I'm glad shes the one that I can tell secrets to,and talk to when I'm having a rough time and shes just cool because she does'nt gossip every word I say and thats so cool.I moved and I don't see her as much cause we used to be neighbors and that was so awsome! but when I visit we always have a sleepover.Just know you will have friends come and go in, and out.but luckly theres always someone different to meet.

never meeting your love ones

In my blog I talk about never meeting my dad.I really would love to meet my father but it seems like I never will.I am so used to not having a father that it seems like he's dead.I know what its like to not have a complete heart because when you don't have all your love ones in your heart it feels like a hunk out of your life.Its weird not having a dad but I'm used to having one parent.I realized that being a parent is a two partner job not just one.I know that my dad is out in the world some were and, I also know he knows I'm in this world some were but I can't see why he would never want to meet me. My whole family says I'm him in a girl version.I was with him when I was 1 years old but it all faded away.I have only seen pictures of him but sadly I only remember them and not my good times with him.Sometimes I see him in my dreams but its not real but I sure hope it would be.When I was 8 I would tell my grandmother I want my dad for christmas and nothing else.To bad it did'nt come true but my family tells me you will meet your father when its time.I wish the time was now, but I will wait in till that day arrives.

peanut horror!

Last night I was standing in five guys with my ant and we were waiting on our food. So I got the drinks, and my ant went over to the peanuts.So I didn't know what she was doing and I looked over and she was dogging a peanut at my throught!. I opened my mouth and she through it right down my throught! I laughed so hard that I coughed it out and my ant laughed so hard I thought she was going to faint! and from this day forward I call this peanut horror.

being the same as everyone else

At school you always want to be the same as every one else, you want to fit in, and be normal. My friends always say Im to short, or Im to fat, or something stupid. I tell them why complain Im a giant for ten and I love it! so if your fat, so if your short atleast your not like everyone else who are the same, who stay perfect height, who stay the same weight it doesnt matter be glad and be unnomal its cool and alot of fun.Always try to be different no matter what.

vacation?

Vacation is a good time to relax, and enjoy.Vacation is fun cause you go to places you have never been before and you open doors to history.When your working theres no time for fun just working, and pretending to smile like you really care.Who likes to pretend they care? thats right no one so going on vacation is a good place to just chill, and have fun.

School Troubles

School is very rough when you know you
can't even show your face. School can be stressful in every way whether you'r popular, or not. It all seems worse when nobody knows your even there. Because looking at someone thats in that position makes you think oh,I will never be like that. But you suddenly become invisible like the person you saw, and made fun of. But now your the one who looks in the mirror everyday and sees that your that person. You suddenly feel a rush of sadness, and doutfulness and you finaly know there feeling of what it was like for them to have to hide there face. But now you have to hide yours.(never make fun of someone because it could happen to you someday.)