My Bff

My bff is my ant leigh! she's the greatest person to talk to through difficult times, I also have my other bff and that's my other ant she's also cool too. I miss them so much ever since I moved I don't get to see them but when I visit we have a good time. I can't wait to see them when I go for chrismas because I spent christmas with them last year and I woke their little puppy up at 6:00 and he was so sleppy that if you moved him he would still sleep I mean how crazy is that well any ways I hope that when I see them again we will have the cool christmas this year just like last year.

school bully

Every school has a bully. I really hate going to school when theirs  trouble to deal with. I also  hate when  other people join bully groups because thats double the trouble. School is like a jungle so you better watch your back unless.... I have been bullied every year. No matter what you do you will always have someone after you. I love to help people that are in situations because I have been in many messes and people helped me so I try to return the favor. It's not always easy to hold back your tears when you feel empty, and imbaressed.I still don't understand why bullies bully.I realized that they have problems at home and they have nothing to do better. Never bully ever.

the love of vacation (maybe)

Last summer I went to napples florida and vacationed with my aunts, and grandparents.Well we were going down to the beach and saw the most beautiful shells.But my aunt saw the sighn for cyacing and shes like lets go rent the cyacs.So we went to see the price and it was cheap so we rented two cyacs and two of us got in one, and my other aunt got into the other one left.sSo my aunt go's into the ocean and stopps and makes me pattle all the way there and half way back.On our way back to the ocean she decides to scratch her leg and tipped us into the swamp!!!! I was so mad because I lost my new expencive hair ties and I havent seen them ever sence.So vacation can be loving MAYBE.

changes that always seem even worse

Life is so rough because you always go through changes.Changes that you may not like at all because change means new school,new house,new brothers and sisters,and new life.I am going through a very rough time my self and I'm not to fond of it either.I am hoping life will get better, much better.If you love were you live then always love it even if you are taken away from it never forget it.

just friends

Friends are the spice, and variety in your life. You can never go with out friends in your life what would life be? I would say nothing because theres more to life just to live.I have many friends in my life and I'm sure you have lots in yours.I have a best friend and she's the best!.I'm glad shes the one that I can tell secrets to,and talk to when I'm having a rough time and shes just cool because she does'nt gossip every word I say and thats so cool.I moved and I don't see her as much cause we used to be neighbors and that was so awsome! but when I visit we always have a sleepover.Just know you will have friends come and go in, and out.but luckly theres always someone different to meet.

never meeting your love ones

In my blog I talk about never meeting my dad.I really would love to meet my father but it seems like I never will.I am so used to not having a father that it seems like he's dead.I know what its like to not have a complete heart because when you don't have all your love ones in your heart it feels like a hunk out of your life.Its weird not having a dad but I'm used to having one parent.I realized that being a parent is a two partner job not just one.I know that my dad is out in the world some were and, I also know he knows I'm in this world some were but I can't see why he would never want to meet me. My whole family says I'm him in a girl version.I was with him when I was 1 years old but it all faded away.I have only seen pictures of him but sadly I only remember them and not my good times with him.Sometimes I see him in my dreams but its not real but I sure hope it would be.When I was 8 I would tell my grandmother I want my dad for christmas and nothing else.To bad it did'nt come true but my family tells me you will meet your father when its time.I wish the time was now, but I will wait in till that day arrives.

peanut horror!

Last night I was standing in five guys with my ant and we were waiting on our food. So I got the drinks, and my ant went over to the peanuts.So I didn't know what she was doing and I looked over and she was dogging a peanut at my throught!. I opened my mouth and she through it right down my throught! I laughed so hard that I coughed it out and my ant laughed so hard I thought she was going to faint! and from this day forward I call this peanut horror.

being the same as everyone else

At school you always want to be the same as every one else, you want to fit in, and be normal. My friends always say Im to short, or Im to fat, or something stupid. I tell them why complain Im a giant for ten and I love it! so if your fat, so if your short atleast your not like everyone else who are the same, who stay perfect height, who stay the same weight it doesnt matter be glad and be unnomal its cool and alot of fun.Always try to be different no matter what.

vacation?

Vacation is a good time to relax, and enjoy.Vacation is fun cause you go to places you have never been before and you open doors to history.When your working theres no time for fun just working, and pretending to smile like you really care.Who likes to pretend they care? thats right no one so going on vacation is a good place to just chill, and have fun.

School Troubles

School is very rough when you know you
can't even show your face. School can be stressful in every way whether you'r popular, or not. It all seems worse when nobody knows your even there. Because looking at someone thats in that position makes you think oh,I will never be like that. But you suddenly become invisible like the person you saw, and made fun of. But now your the one who looks in the mirror everyday and sees that your that person. You suddenly feel a rush of sadness, and doutfulness and you finaly know there feeling of what it was like for them to have to hide there face. But now you have to hide yours.(never make fun of someone because it could happen to you someday.)